Two dimensional Consciousness Awake Physical Awake Astral Part Two,

When we talk about visiting the astral plane nightly, and also going there when we die, we are naturally  assuming that life continues after physical death (change), which of course it most
certainly does. Life is fundamentally and actually energy, spelt out it spells living intelligent
focussed energy=LIFE, and science itself admits that energy cannot be destroyed, only changed
or converted  ,and  as we are all energy when we die(change) we discard the physical body (vehicle)
and use solely for a while our astral body, which we all have been using all of  our physical life
its just that most of us never remember our nightly excursions on the astral plane.
It is said by some that there are seven levels within the astral plane, this is not exactly that accurate
though, because each of those seven planes of expression, have all within them, many sub planes
which can number forty nine levels of expression, which within these many levels each of us is attracted to when we leave the physical body. There is an expression that parallels the astral world
the expression on earth is the adage, "birds of a feather, flock together," and the other adage that again equally applies in the astral is this, "like attracts like" It is only on the earth plane that direct
polar opposites can occupy the same space, such as you could sit on a bus next to an axe murderer
and be none the wiser, this could not happen on the astral plane, only on the earth plane can polar
opposites meet in the same room, in the astral when you get there at your death, you will feel very much at home, as those around you will be in harmony with the way that you are, because they think
and act very much like you. so if when you die, you were a good natured helpful soul, kind and considerate to others, you will gravitate exactly to those who parallel  your mode of expression,
if  however you have been a lying, cheating, self centred selfish son of a bitch, who trod on others
to better yourself, then you will gravitate to others exactly like yourself, birds of a feather flock
together! The natural law which in some circumstances seems to be evaded here on the earth plane
cannot be evaded in the astral plane, it operates perfectly and absolutely.
Some of you by now will be asking the question, will I meet up with my family and loved ones when I die? Well the operative word here is loved ones, if there is true love and feeling between you and
another being, then the answer is yes you will be reunited with them, but if there was no bond of love
then the answer is no, you will be separated by vibrational differences.
In part three, will try and piece this altogether.
warm regards Michael.
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Two Dimensional Consciousness Awake Physical Awake Astral,

We exist within two very different worlds, that of the physical plane, which we are all familiar
with, and that of the astral plane, which we know little, if anything about. Our consciousness
spans two very different worlds, one by day,and another by night. It could be easily seen as two
dimensional consciousness. Another name for sleep was called "the first cousin of death" and that each night when we loose consciousness on this physical level, which in simple terms is that we
die consciously on the physical plane, and are reborn and awake on the astral plane, nature is such
a gentle teacher, that as we sleep each right we actually rehearse the drama that will finally come to
us all, that of death, and dying,as we sleep each night, we get used to falling unconscious and
blacking out from the physical world, we do it thousands of times within our life time, so that
when the big day actually happens, and you do die, it will not be a great shock to you,as you will have had plenty of practice!
While we sleep every night we visit the astral world, which is in effect our second home,its just
that most of us can never remember our nightly visits there,i will mention later how to enable
yourself to begin remembering your visits to the astral plane.
As we visit this plane each night we are attached to our physical body by what is commonly
called the silver cord we remain attached to this silver for all of our life, until we actually die
then the cord snaps off, and then return to the physical body is impossible.
We are all aware of the basic physical laws that apply here on the earth plane, but on the astral
plane totally different laws apply, you can for instance fly on the astral plane, all those dreams that
you have had of your flying through space, are all done within the astral world, i am sure that many of you reading this remember having dreams of flying, you were in the astral plane when that happened. The silver cord that we are attached to, can stretch to infinity if called to do so, there is
absolutely no need to ever worry about maybe snapping it of because you travelled too far, that
cannot happen, the cord can span the universe if needed to and still have room to go further still.
Some of you reading this may recall experiences of this, or seeing yourself out of your body, and
panicking thinking, how do i get back into my body? And as soon as you think that you rush in
to yourself, in a flash of motion.
In the astral plane you can travel through outer space visit any planet in the solar system or even leave our solar system and visit the stars, and all without a space suit, you do not need to breath in the astral, unless you want to that is. The astral plane is vast, a universe within itself, with many levels that we can be conscious of, will go into this more in part two, and mention about seeing family
and friends.
warm regards michael.
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We-Are-Spirit-Period. Part Three.

In part one and two of this blog, i outlined basically what and who we were,we are all souls with
a body, and not a body with a soul, we are all  basically spirit, and are immortal beings, our souls
are vehicles for the spirit, and our physical bodies are vehicles for our souls.
To some of you reading this blog, what is being said as a reality, that we are all immortal souls
etc, might seem highly unlikely, and not possibly true, after all you may ask, if what you say is true
then why are we not told about this then? That is a good question, dear reader, the answer is very
simple actually, it is down to total ignorance on a massive scale, which covers most of the so called
civilised world, there are a few exceptions, one being India, for instance where reincarnation is
taught to many, and the continuation of consciousness and life.
We in Europe, and the Americas, are not so fortunate, and therefore remain totally ignorant about
our true identity.
Unless we surf the internet and look for answers to our true identity, there are many sites on the web
who will reveal that you are indeed an immortal soul, just needs you to look for them.
The positive thing about this teaching of us all being souls with bodies, is this, all of you who read
this can each test this truth out for yourself, you do not have to take my word for it, or anyone elses
either, all you have to do is look within your own being, have an open mind, ask yourself the question
who am I? Persist in this line of questioning, as the answer will not present itself right away, persist
and the answer will come, i promise that,meditate relax, and ask the question, who am I? If you do
this then that still small voice within you, the voice of your own immortal soul will answer you, and
say hello, it has been a long time coming,you will then be reunited with your higher self the soul/
When that happens to you, then you will know for sure the truth of these words here, the truth then of
who you truly are will be vouchsafed and etched upon your heart.
i hope that all of you reading this blog will stop for a moment, and think, is this really true? Are
we all really souls, and that we all live forever?  Just think it over dear reader, what have you to lose?
All that i have said here can be put to the test, you can test the validity of what is being said, because
if you take the trouble to look within yourself, you will most definitely find a correspondence  looking back at you,test it out for yourself, and open up your inner connection with your higher self.
With warmest regards michael.
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We-Are-Spirit-Period. =W.A.S.P. Part Two,

We are LIFE, what then is life? L.I.F.E. stands for, Living, Intelligent, Focused, Energy, We are that
energy, human beings are living intelligent focused energy, held in form and shape by the cohesive
embrace our our souls intention, the focused embrace of intelligent consciousness.
The saddest thing about most of our existence is that we have all not got a clue as to who we really are, millions of us spend our entire life within this physical body, we live and die within it, never knowing who we really are, this is a sorrowful tragedy, that i hope can at least partially address by
these blogs, and let you all know who you really our, then its up to you what you do about it, if
anything.
Ninety seven per cent of our consciousness is submerged below the threshold of our awareness, so we
are mostly only three per cent awake, at any time, it is possible to increase this percentage by taking
up the practice of regular meditation or yoga, by doing this you begin to access areas of consciousness that were previously out of reach to you.
If you take the trouble to ask the most important question you can ever ask yourself, that of the
question, who am I?  If you ask yourself this question in meditation, and persist with this question
who am I? You will eventually receive the answer, that I am who you really are! The SOUL,
or as some call it the higher self, that is who we really all our, we are all immortal souls, each
having a "human experience" here upon the Earth plane, and the reason we are doing this is to
gain experience, to gain experience of existing in a very low vibrational rate, and experiencing
the experience of being separated from wholeness, to feel what it is like to feel alone and
isolated, (although in reality it is absolutely impossible to be apart from the whole) the illusion
of feeling this way is very real and compelling.
Many of you reading this will have had the experience at some time in your life, of hearing what
is often called that "still small voice within us" usually we only hear this reassuring voice when we
are in a crisis, but I am sure that many of you will identify with this still small voice, well this
inner voice that gives you a reassuring pat on the back, and tells you that all will be well, is
actually the voice of your soul actually managing to break through to you, while you were
distracted by the crisis, you unknowingly provided an opening for contact to be made.
Will go much deeper into this  and link it all together in part three,
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We-Are-Spirit-Period. =W.A.S.P.

All is energy, all is consciousness, we are energy, we are consciousness, spirit is energy, spirit is life,
we are spirit, we are life, in fact we are the very embodiment of life itself. that of spirit, what then is
spirit ?. Spirit is basically life, which also immediately corresponds with its other two aspects that of
consciousness and energy.
We all our condensed and steeped down energy packets, called human beings, our vibrational
rate has been vastly slowed down, in order for us to have purchase upon this level of expression
the reality of who we actually are, is mostly unknown to us in the western world, and there is no
formalised teaching of this fact of life, therefore millions suffer needlessly due to this great chasm
of ignorance. In some small way i hope to help dispel this ignorance, and allow us all to expand
in consciousness and awareness, and to finally know who the hell we really are.
We all are basically and fundamentally spirit, which means that we are all eternal immortal beings
we each have within us,located within the heart chakra a soul, the soul is a body for the inner spirit
to be expressed, we are all self conscious points of awareness, within an infinite ocean of life or
spirit, they are exactly the same thing.
What you and me actually are is spiritual beings (spirit) having what is called a human experience,
this is the sole reason we are here for, to gather experience, and learn from that experience, then
pass this information on to others who can learn from your experience, we all need to learn the
valuable lesson of sharing our experiences, and helping those who are lost and bewildered.
We need to understand that we each have seven expressions of being-ness this earth expression
being the lowest and slowest in vibrational rate, the other two in which we experience daily is
the etheric, and the astral, every night we journey into the astral plane, and mostly forget this on awakening, but, if you keep a note book and pen by your bed side, and as soon as you wake up write down quickly what you remember, i say quickly because the memories of you visit to the astral realm  fade very fast on waking. With patience and practice you can begin to build up a picture of what
you are up to while sleeping. The etheric body is the electric blue body that completely surrounds
the physical body, and it exchanges energy into us and also indicates how healthy we are, if we are
ill, it shows up first in the etheric body ,it shows up as dark patches that hover over the area that
is infected.
There is so much more to us that being just solely human beings, my intention in these blogs is in trying to express this inner reality, of which we all our, in a way that is not too complicated and fairly
easy to understand, i just hope that this is of use to you dear readers, i feel passionately about the
vast ignorance that abounds about our real nature, in the next blog i will go further into this and
show ways of enacting a connection with this inner principle.
warmest regards michael,
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Which Way Do You Turn ? Self strangulation. Part Three.

If you chase shadows, you will bump into a breeze?  The shadow in question is our outer existence
I use the word existence intentionally rather than life, because to me there is a big difference,
existence implies going through the motions (much like the fellow at the sewage farm) every day
forever looking outward, and for tens of millions of us, slowly turning the screw inward and
literally squeezing the life force out of us, and if we do this long enough it kills us.
Whereas life and living to the full implies growth, mentally, emotionally, and spiritually, in
which we go deeper into ourselves, and in so doing, expand our consciousness and perceptions,
plus becoming more acutely aware and what we are doing, and perceive our surroundings in
much finer detail.
We need to understand that without going within ourselves, and taking up regular meditation
or yoga, we are not going to be fully alive, rather we will exist and run much under par of our
full potential, and also remain in a two dimensional world, that being just a physical and mental,
being, and remaining dead spiritually. We all are three fold beings, but only the first two dimensions
that of physical and mental come naturally, the third dimension of our expression that of the spiritual
needs to be opened up by us, either forced on us by repeated crisis occurring in our lives, or us
becoming interested in spirituality and seeking inner guidance.
Very basically forever looking outward into a world of shadows and deception, we are going against
the current of life's flow, that being ever expansive and forever widening its scope, becoming in
the end totally inclusive and all embracing. If we remain locked into an ever outward view, we will
slowly choke the life force out of us, and will then suffocate and die.
So what we need to do to reverse this strangulation is to start upon the act of looking within us, the
only way out of this mess ,is by going within ourselves, taking up regular meditation or yoga, and
start the vortex of life spinning in the right direction for us, that of opening up and expanding, not
our waistline, but rather our consciousness and perception.
So please dear reader of this blog, wake up, realise the position you are in, are you on a strangulation
spin, looking forever outward for the answer to life, and starting to choke already, or are you on a
outer expansive spin, if so bless you, keep it up.
Go within yourself, ask yourself this question, who am I? By asking that question you will have
set in motion an action that will literally blow your mind!  You will eventually find out that you are
an immortal soul, having a human experience here on earth, and a major part of that experience is
waking up to the realisation as to what you really are, and then placing yourself consciously upon
the pathway of conscious expansion and understanding, which will lead you to further knowledge
and inner wisdom.
warmest regards michael.
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Which Way Do You Turn ? Self Strangulation ?

A paradox presents itself to us, that we have to go within ourselves, in order to get out of the mess we are in. The mess that we are in, is of our own making, and we have not taken any responsibility
to correct it, mostly because of gross ignorance over our true identity.
The basic mess that tens of millions are in is simply this; they are all turning in the wrong direction
instead of their life becoming more expansive, (usually the only thing expanding, is the waistline!)
expansive in the way we think, feel, and act, which if we are healthy and open to change, means
also that our consciousness and perceptions are expanding, proportionally to the level we are able
to reach within us.
Expressed life, that has form and shape, like us, we have a physical vehicle (body) and there are only
two ways for this expression to go, because we live in a dualistic universe that's the way things operate, there are two ways of expression, and both of these are in the form of spirals, if you are
on a positive spiral and opening outwards, then this is healthy and expansion of your life takes place
which means that your inner self, your consciousness and awareness will be on an expansive arc.
If however you are one the opposite spiral, that corresponds with negativity,  and currently there are
tens of millions of us on this very negative spiral, which will kill millions of us this year, and every other year after, this negative inward turning spiral, literally as it progresses, and this can take years
of suffering, this negative spiral slowly suffocates its victim, they are ever so slowly strangled to
death, the reason for this slow strangulation is in the way the individual lives its life, those that
are of an addicted behaviour such as, drug addiction, alcoholism, and obesity, live in such a way
that violates the natural law of expression, in other words, the way that they live, and abuse themselves, by taking these substances, whether it be food, drugs, or alcohol, actually very slowly
squeezes out the life force, they are squeezed out of physical existence and discarded much like
an empty tooth paste tube!
As we live in a dualistic universe, everything comes in threes, all relative life is expressed in a trinity
and the third part of this equation of rotating spirals, one inner, and one outer, these two have a
balancer and the is a neutral position, where no rotation occurs, it is still, and akin to what is called
"slack water" that point between the tides when it is not ebbing or flowing, just still.
In order to live a full and balanced life, we need to go within our self and find out through expanding
our consciousness, and awareness.
Will explore this next in part three, warmest regards Michael.
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Which Way Do You Turn ? Self Strangulation.?

All life moves in spirals, reality whether it be on this earth or anywhere else in the universe rotates
upon its central axis, in our case, we all rotate from our centre, the direction and spin of the rotation
depends upon the way we think, move, and have our being, if we are predominately positive in our
outlook and actions, our spin will open out in an expansive turn, if however we are predominately
negative in our outlook and manner, our spin will be constrictive and rotate on an inner lessening
turn.
If we look at all addictive illness for instance, such as drug addiction, alcoholism, obesity, they
all have one basic and fundamental characteristic, they all are on a negative constrictive spiral
that will slowly strangulate the sufferer, to the point of termination of physical life, and millions
of sufferers do exactly that every year, they all die slowly, it can be called suicide by instalments,
what happens in effect is that the very life force or energy which normally rotates on a clockwise
ever expansive spin, is choked and squeezed out of the helpless victim, which eventually through
the act of slow suffocation strangles them to death.
We need to understand that life turns in only one of two ways, it is either going outwards and
expanding, or going inwards and constricting, we all live in a dualistic expression of life here on
earth, dual in this case actually means three aspects of expression, that being, positive, negative
and neutral, if we rotate on an anticlockwise spiral. we will become ill and will eventually die
from that spin if we do not change our outlook, and actions, if we rotate on a clockwise rotation
we will be in harmony with the life energy, and so our life will be expansive and mostly healthy.
Countless millions of us are all rotating in a manner that will cause us all serious harm, if not
recognised and adjusted accordingly, we all need to look at just where we are heading, are we closing
down and constricting ourselves, or are we being positive and opening up to life.
We need to understand that we ARE LIFE, the very embodiment of that eternal principle, we
need to understand what exactly life is, and what's more who we really are? We are all here to
experience life expressed in dualistic terms, we are here to grow, learn, and eventually blossom
when you see a flower blossom and bloom, we can marvel at its beauty and radiance, we saw it
grow, first some green leaves then more , then a bud appeared, and from that bud, a marvel sprung
forth, we all are that bud, awaiting the inner sunlight of soul warmth to enable us to blossom,
instead though, many mullions of us are going backwards, and heading for destruction of our
bodies.
In part two will suggest a way that reverses this process, and expands our lives.
warmest regards Michael.
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To Be Taught From Within Equals Intuition Part Three.

Who am I ? This is a question that we rarely if ever ask ourselves, and if we do in a moment of
quiet introspection we usually do not get any farther than our name, job, that's about as far as most
ever go, and live their entire life, never having a clue about who or what they really are.
In this modern age of instant connectivity with the internet and smart phones, we are bombarded
with so much information and advice about how to live our lives, how to be healthy, how to
meditate, and find a guru to guide you along the path of life.
I want to mention here which is of immense importance and needs to be fully understood by all of
you reading this blog, there is absolutely NO NEED for any of you to seek out the advice of any
self styled guru, and perhaps be conned or maybe "invited" to pay for his teachings and seek
some form of enlightenment, the internet is awash with these so called gurus and "masters" many
are nothing more than con men, and others in various stages of delusion. If you earnestly ask the
question who am I? and persist with this line of questioning, practice daily meditation, look deeply
within your self, and if you do this, then you will be most profoundly surprised when you make
conscious contact with that still small voice within you, this inner voice which many of you will
have heard whispering reassuringly to you when you were in a difficult situation or crisis, this
inner voice that whispers to you, is your inner guru, the master within you, which can be called
our higher self or soul, all seven billion of us humans have an inner guru, a teacher and divine monitor within, that resides within us in the heart chakra.
We all live in a world where outwardly we are in the modern age of  mass communication and
awareness, but within us we are as good as completely cut off from the reality that exists within us
the vast majority of mankind know absolutely nothing about this inner guru, our soul, we forever
look outward into illusion and deception. If I can spell out who exactly we are, then you can go and test this, by looking within your self and finding correspondence within you to what has been shared here. First, we are all souls, having a human experience here on earth, our physical bodies, are just
vehicles, for the soul to use to gain purchase in this dense vibrational plane.
Being souls, we are all immortal beings, that means we never die, we just exit our vehicles when we have finished with them, and move into the astral plane, for further experience.
You reading this blog now, have within you an immoral soul, that is WHO YOU REALLY ARE!
All you have to do to find your inner teacher, is to look within yourself, ask the question, who am I ?
Practice daily meditation, you will then begin to discover this wonderful being, who is YOU, that lives within your heart, as you persist in this daily meditation, you will begin to become more in tune
with this inner soul, your intuition will be fired up, and you will be then be ready to be taught from
within yourself, which is the correct meaning of the word In-tuition.
Warmest regards Michael.
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To Be Taught From Within Equals Intuition Part Two.

A wise man once said, that the sound of silence, was deafening, how much silence is there in our
daily life today? We hear many voices all clambering for our attention, from our phones, lap tops,
and other mobile devices, we are being contacted day and night, many of us are totally addicted
to these plastic devices, many go to sleep at night holding onto there trusty plastic device, holding
it like a baby that needs constant attention.
We are listening all the times to our devices, we are all totally focussed outward, never once do
we consider looking within, perhaps we do not even realize that we have an internal communication
network, far more advanced than any plastic device we clutch so tightly, we all have an inner
communication network within us, but sadly not very many of us are even aware of this inner
reality.
We each within us have an internal monitor, which many call that still small voice within, sadly
the only time we ever hear this inner voice, is when we are in a crisis, then while in a crisis we
open up an avenue within us that permits temporary contact with that inner voice, we then hear
this inner reassuring voice, telling us that we will be ok, don't worry, you are safe, we all find
much comfort from this reassuring voice.
When I first heard this reassuring voice which actually saved me from taking my life, I was very
intrigued as to know who and what this voice was, who was the owner of this still small voice?
Was it the voice of God? Was it an angel sent to protect me? I have since had well over forty
years now, investigating from whence this voice hails from, I hoped it was God, or an least an
angel, and for a while that what I thought it was ,but  after taking up daily meditation and looking
deeply within myself daily, I eventually established telepathic contact with this inner voice, and
for the first time in my life without an intervening crisis presenting itself, this inner voice was
joyful at being able to establish contact without me being in a complete mess, the voice told me
that it was my higher self, or soul, it was the real me, the physical body was just a vehicle for
the soul to use to gain purchase on this dense and dark plane called earth. I then began to see myself
as a soul with a physical body, and not a body with a soul, the soul was primary and immortal,
the body was temporal and would wither and die, but not me the soul, we are all immortal I learned this very early on, about thirty eight years ago now, our souls ,for  we each have one, whether you know it or not, accept it or not, it is irrelevant , our souls are a reality of universal law, much like
gravity, are acceptance or rejection of this reality is of no consequence to the operation of this
primal principal that works through us all.
In part three will go into ways of contacting this inner intuitional voice of reassurance.
warmest regards Michael.
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To Be Taught From Within Equals Intuition.

The literal meaning of intuition is to be taught from within, if we accept this premise, then it begs
the question of what or who is the teacher within us who is giving us this lesson? Is it just our brain
that is doing this ? Some may well think so, or is there another explanation for this inner teaching?
Most of us are familiar with the expression of that still small voice within us, this voice that often
talks to us in times of great peril or fear, a reassuring voice that speaks to us, and calms us down, and
makes us feel better, it seems to visit us most when  we are in trouble or distress, although I have also
heard of those hearing this inner voice when they were not engaged in any current crisis.
I am sure that you reading this now have experienced this for yourself, or at least know someone
who has experienced this inner voice speaking to them.
I have heard this voice many times over the past forty or more years, and now I have regular contact with it, the first time I heard it, it virtually saved my life, as back over forty years ago my life was in
an utter mess and I thought about killing myself by jumping of a bridge into a fast flowing tidal
estuary, as I went to jump in, a gentle and calming voice said to me, Michael, if you do this, and jump
into that sea and drown, you will have all your current problems, plus an additional one, that you
will be minus a physical body! You will still be very much alive in the astral world, with all the
same problems, and no physical body, and you will not be able to ask any of your friends for help
as to them you will be dead! And therefore gone.
I quickly got down from the bridge and went home to bed. Without that intervention from that
still small voice within me, my physical life would have ended there back in the early seventies.
When we have intuitional flashes of sudden insight to maybe something that had baffled us, that
too is the still small voice within us talking.
So then what is this still small voice then? Some have called it a divine monitor, others have called
it a spiritual monitor, others call it the soul, or higher self. It does not really matter what you call it
as it is all the same thing whatever name it is given, we all have this life force within us, and we all
mostly in times of crisis hear it calling out to us, and offering us some reassuring words of comfort.
In part two will explore more about this most interesting phenomenon.
warmest regards Michael.
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Fears Of Impending Doom Silently Speaking Out Part Two.

There are tens of thousands of us out there, suffering in silence, to scared to ask for help, in case
we are labelled as having a mental health problems, or even worse, so we cower away quietly in
the shadows, hoping against hope that tomorrow it will disappear as if by magic, of course that
day never arrives.
In my own case I drank every day to try and blot out the fear and panic ,but  in the end that stopped working, so I was just riddled with fear every day of my life, in fact crippled by it, I did end up at the doctors and was given tranquilizers to help with the fear and blind panic, it did not help and I got addicted to the tablets as well as the alcohol.
We do not necessary have to be addicted to alcohol or drugs to have these deep fears of impending
doom, but many that I have met over the years have been addicted to either alcohol or drugs, but I have also met many who were filled with feelings of deep fear and impending doom, who were not addicted to any substances, but were just as crippled as I was with the fears and deep foreboding.
What can we do about it? How can we get some help? These are questions that we all need to ask ourselves, and find a way in which we can and do recover from our condition, first we need to think
about asking for help, who can we ask? I was fortunate in that as I also has a severe alcohol problem
I was put in touch with a fellowship which runs self help groups, were you can share your experiences and get feed back, I was fortunate that I found many like me who were also crippled
by fear and anxiety and had many episodes of impending doom, so for the first time in my life
I was no longer alone with these feelings, and I could identify with other, who had the same experiences as I had. I took up meditation which I found helped me no end in beginning to find
some peace of mind, and a lessoning of the fear. For those of you who have these awful feelings
of impending doom and have not got the additional problems of alcohol or drug addiction, do not despair, you can still get help and relief from your condition, the main thing is getting yourself some
support, see your own doctor, please, please, do not be afraid to do this, your doctor will have had
many experiences of seeing people with the same problem as you, try and accept that you have this
problem, and that you are going to get help and recover from it. Ask your doctor if there is any support groups in your area, hope fully there will be, if so join one or two groups and meet others
who have suffered as you are now doing, knowing that you are no longer alone, and that others have
the same problems as you, and they are recovering from it by mutual support of each other, this will
give you hope and encouragement, and begin to build some confidence and trust within you.
I wish you all a fear free day to dawn upon all your lives, warmest regards Michael.
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Fears Of Impending Doom Silently Speaking Out.

Fears of impending doom, can and do affect millions of us around the world, that awful feeling
that something terrible is going to happen to you, and you feel powerless to do anything about
it, and often end up sweating with fear and anxiety, waiting helplessly for it to pass.
Many who suffer from this F.O.I.D. do so in silence, because they are reluctant to share it with anyone as they might be looked on as having a mental health problem, or ever neurotic, they
are also wary of seeing their doctor about it as well, in case he prescribes powerful drugs that
will make us into a sort of zombie like state, so this problem is often seen as a lonely and
isolated condition,
There are many degrees of this problem, ranging from the feeling of unease for no apparent
reason, to the full blown terror of impending doom when you feel that your heart is going to
burst out of your chest, or even worse your head is going to explode, and your brains will be
plastered all over the wall! Of course all these sensations and feelings are completely irrational
and also totally absurd, short of sticking dynamite in your ears and lighting the fuse, this is
absolutely impossible, and could not happen, also unless you swallowed nitro and jumped up and
down your heart cannot burst through your chest like the alien did in the film Alien, that being
so though when you are caught up in this panic attack the feeling being produced do seem that this
will be so.
I can speak with some authority on this subject as having been a sufferer of this condition for
many years, mine started when I was in my early twenties, and grew steadily worse as time passed,
I experienced the heart bursting through the chest, and the head going to explode, many many times
and although experiencing it many times the terror and abject fear it brought in its train never did
diminish, each time it happened, was like the first time, so I do understand any of you out there reading this, and this is the reason I am doing this particular blog, as I feel there are tens of thousands
of us who are suffering in silence, and afraid to ask for help, I hope that by reading this blog you will
be able to realize that you are not alone, and that you can get help and advice on the condition.
This condition can manifest in many ways, it can show itself in those who have what could be termed
a nervous disposition, and an active imagination, which can create anxious states that get steadily
more severe, then there are the addictive illnesses such as alcoholism and drug addiction, I had
a big problem with alcohol which massively enlarged my nervous condition to the point that I
was crippled with fear and panic attacks, which were daily episodes of impending doom/
In part two I will suggest ways that we can recover from this and embrace a new life.
warmest regards Michael.
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Our Inner Nature Inclusiveness Outer Nature reveals Exclusiveness. Part Three.

We all lead a dualistic life, our outer physical life, and our inner life where we venture into while
asleep, we all know lots about our waking life, but virtually nothing at all about our sleeping
life., yet as I explained in the last blog on this writing that we all spend at least two whole days
a week asleep, and getting up to all sorts of things, and remembering nothing about it.
Sleep has another name that of the "first cousin of death" each night we rehearse for the real thing,
that of actually dying, we all in fact die each night to the outer physical world, and are reborn again
in the astral plane, the only real difference is that each night that we remain "alive" on the physical
plane the silver cord remains attached to us, and when we die, the cord snaps, and we then cannot return to the physical body, and it then starts to decay.
Most of us are total strangers to our inner nature, and only ever relate to the outer, which because
of our evolutionary journey is basically selfish by nature, we, and our family comes first, before all
others, this is a selfishness that we have all inherited, from our ancestors, there is another side to
this though, and that is the opposite side of this coin that of unselfishness, which we all have, if we
can but find it within us, it does often seep to the surface of our being, and will then occasionally
spill out in our behaviour and manner, no one is totally selfish or totally unselfish it is all down
to degrees of expression.
There is so much that we do not know about ourselves, we know nothing of where we go every night
and all the other souls we meet there regularly, and we know nothing about who we really are, and
what we really are, does it not seem odd to you that you can know so much about other things in
the physical world, get a PHD in some field or another, even become a worlds foremost authority
on some subject or another, and yet ask those of great intellectual ability a simple question like
who are you really, who is the real you behind the name and intellectual ability? and you would
most likely be confronted with the answer of I do not know! This is why the world is in such a mess
because we are all drawing from the outer expression of being, which is primarily selfish and egotistic by nature, this then results in all the wars and bloodshed, all the illnesses of addiction
and greed, which include obesity, drug addiction, alcoholism ,and  many other mental and physical
illnesses, cancer, and heart disease .
We are all unbalanced and only drawing from one dimension the physical. we need to all look within
take up something like meditation or yoga, and begin to find a balance within us, that way one at a
time, we will all contribute to making this a more balanced and pleasant place to live in.
warmest regards Michael.
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Our Inner Nature Reveals Inclusiveness Outer Nature Reveals Exclusiveness Part Two.

In we sleep on average of eight hours a night, that means that we sleep for two days and eight hours
per week, five days  focused in the physical world, where we are very familiar with, and two days
eight hours focused in the astral world, where we are not consciously aware of, although unconsciously we are very familiar with the astral plane, most of us have our memory of our
nocturnal visits to the astral plane, wiped clean upon awaking. Although we can train ourselves to
remember if we keep a note book and pen beside our bed, and as soon as we wake write down all you can remember as fast as you can, as it disappears very quickly, if you keep practising this you will gradually build up a picture of what you are doing, and who you are meeting in the astral plane, this will reveal much about yourself and open the door for intuition to flow your way.
Basically we have two natures, that of giving, and of taking, the giving nature is mostly from within
us, our inner nature, and taking is mostly of our outer physical nature,there are many degrees on each
front outer or inner, we are talking about basic traits here.
The biggest obstacle that confronts mankind today is the total ignorance and unknowing of his
true identity. the vast majority of us know nothing about our true inner self, the soul, therefore we
mostly draw all our energy and emotion responses from just the physical point of reference, there is
virtually no actual contact with the real inner identity, just the outer shell and vehicle. This is why
selfishness and rampant egotism is so predominant in the world today, because the basic nature of the outer self is selfish, and geared for survival modes of expression, it served us well hundreds of thousands of years ago, when sabre toothed tigers roamed the land, and would eat you if they saw you, things have moved on somewhat, and we are more civilised or supposed to be!
Our outer natures are geared toward self, that which is mine, and not yours, and our inner nature
which so many of us know nothing at all about, is basically geared toward wholeness, unity,and
inclusiveness, that which is ours.
The other thing we know very little about is what happens to us while asleep, we do in effect and in fact live and exist within two different dimensions all our lives here on earth, while awake we live and move and have our being in the physical world, governed by physical laws and in which we are
all familiar with,then while we are asleep we enter a completely different dimension of existence
and expression, where there are vastly different laws altogether, there we can fly and levitate at will
this level of being and consciousness is called the astral plane, which is vast and unimaginable to most of us,at night we virtually die on the physical plane and our born on the astral plane, we are all
connected by a sliver cord, which stays connected to us, until it is time for us to die here,(change venue) then the cord snaps, and we lose consciousness here, and awake there, to carry on as before.
In part three will link this all together, warmest regards michael,
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Our Inner Nature Reveals Inclusivity Outer Nature Reveals Exclusivity .

We have two basic natures, one within, and one without, the one without is primarily exclusive
and exactly parallels with the word mine, the inner nature is primarily inclusive and parallels the
word our, the outer exclusive energy is constrictive by nature, as it excludes all those who do not fit
into the criteria of this exclusiveness, the inner energy which is inclusive by nature is expansive
and includes all, it is forever open and embracing, while the other is closed to most.
Many of us spend our lives drawing only from the outer realm of our being, thereby being selfish
by nature, some more so than others, there are many degrees of selfishness, as there are indeed
of inclusiveness, no one of us is wholly selfish, or wholly unselfish, all behaviour within our orbit
is by degree.
We can look into our own life and see what dominates our every day manner and behaviour
are we mostly mine operated, or are we ours,  do we easily include others into our space, or
are we reluctant to do so, are we mostly concerned about "what's in it for me" or do we pay no
attention to this , are we naturally generous by nature, or miserly, our basic instincts which are
for survival primarily are very much self exclusive by nature, and rightly so, when  in the past
we had to confront dangerous animals that could kill and eat us, but those days are long gone
for the vast majority of us, we no longer have to fear attack from wild beasts, but nature being
slow to catch up, drags us along as though we were still in the jungle!
Are we takers, or givers? If we are mostly takers, then we are unbalanced, and this taking compulsion
will not go unnoticed by others, and we will loose many friends by this behaviour, if on the other
hand we are givers, then most likely we will have many friends, and some may try and take advantage of your generous nature, so there needs to be a balance here as well.
Most of us will spend the majority of our waking life, drawing only on the outer part of our dualistic
nature, and only when asleep at night will we automatically be oriented into the inner world of our being, getting caught up in dreams, and travelling within the astral realm where we all visit every night.
We all need to try and see the wisdom of getting a balance between these two expressions of our being, we need to look at while we are awake during the day, to take some time, and look within
yourself, this a a way towards balanced living , and opening up deeper levels of consciousness
within us.
Will go more fully into this in part two. regards Michael.
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Shallowness Is All There Is Left Depth Has Gone. Part three.

Is it not written in the Bible to cast your nets into the deep, in order to gather a rich harvest, no
mention there of casting into the shallows there. And yet we all seem to buy into the shallowness
of modern life,we are becoming plastic people, identifying with the plastic trash we throw into
our landfills and our oceans,plastic people, with a three second attention span, and transfixed on that
piece of plastic held tightly in your hand, did you know that many are killed every year because they
pay no attention to where they are, and walk of cliffs, in front of bus's and lorries, plus walking into
walls and lamp posts.
Shallowness and rampant selfishness abound in this modern world,out entertainment and shows are
full of trashy bullshit pretending to be something of worth, full of flashing lights and women wearing
very little,pretend to sing and dance, and this is prime time stuff, utter trash worthless and has no
substance or depth, glitter and  flashing lights, with frantic "celebrities" trying to keep you fixed
on the show.
At the rate we are going, motioning along in a mezmerized trance, fixated on our phones and other
gadgets, we are all heading towards oblivion with a glazed look upon our faces.,real feelings of depth
are being replaced by shallow pretences of feelings, based on egotism rather that genuine feelings
of love and warmth. We trot out mantras like Hi there, how are you? Should you make the mistake
and begin to say how ill or depressed you really feel, you will see the one wishing you this greeting
vanishing into the distance!
Plastic lives, plastic people, plastic world, and now you got plastic robots with names like Samantha
who are the latest thing, sexual robots, who will obey mans every sexual whim, they are even sexual
female robots who are programmed to resist your advances, so you can then RAPE them with impunity, and never get arrested.What does this say of our age of shallowness, what does business
really think of women in general? How will women be treated soon when every wealthy young
lustful man has a robot for sex, will he then treat a real woman like he treats the plastic one?
Humanity is in a terrible mess, millions are dying needlessly every year because of our ignorance
of who we really are,we are so fascinated by our plastic toys and all the crap that goes with it,
we have totally veered right away from reality, and have blindly embraced the plastic false
show like living inside Facebook? Any real feelings and emotion, values, seem to have vaporised.
warmest regards michael
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Shallowness Is All There Is Left Depth Has Gone.

Every beach on this planet is awash with plastic, even those remote south Pacific atolls are covered
with our trash, turtles, seabirds, fish, are all ensnared and die because of our discarded junk, this
carnage of natures wild creatures, is also replicated in our lives, and millions die every years of
diseases that are directly caused by the processed crap we eat, which is filled with toxins and
other chemicals that cause cancer and heart disease. Our wheat and other crops are sprayed
with chemicals that seriously damage our health, and kill thousands every year, we know about
this, but it continues because it makes money and profit and money are the Gods we worship
today.
Where can we find decency and good will today? Look at the disgrace of our elderly here in the
United Kingdom, who are put into "care homes" to spend the remainder of their live, and what happens in those homes, is a national disgrace, the residents are often treated badly, bullied by staff
left without food and water for hours on end, sworn at, verbally and physically abused, and all of these places are run by so called caring staff, who each have a bullshit placard hung on the wall all about their bullshit mission statement of how caring and professional they are. And of course all
these places are run to make huge profits for the owners, who are usually big business who run
dozens of homes al over the country, the minute they loose any money, they are immediately shut
down, and all the residents are turfed out, without a slightest concern about their feelings or
distress about having to move.
We in the west have it pretty good at the moment, but that will soon all change, those in
third world countries have a hard time just getting enough to eat, millions every year die
of thirst and hunger, while we in the west have supermarkets groaning under the weight of food
on the shelves, we have showers and bathes  without aa thought of where will all this water come
from? We have a glut of food and water, while in other places millions are dying because they
have no water, or food, what is being done about this disgraceful lack of action on our part?
We have been hoodwinked by our fathers and leaders, fed lies, remained ignorant to reality, and
so doing become self centred and selfish ,all  what the advertisers want you to be, greedy for their
products, some of us will even get into fights and scuffles at sales time, push and shove your neighbour out of the way, and grab that plastic trash the advertisers want you to have
We have all been thoroughly brainwashed by the advertisers and media outlets.
In part three will look at where we can find some depth in a shallow world.
warmest regards Michael.
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Shallowness Is All There Is Left Depth Has Gone.

We live in a world where we have all been assigned by the advertising moguls as all having a
three second attention span,(slightly less I may add than a goldfish) that is why your screen flashes
so fast, so they can hold your attention long enough for you to buy the outrageously overpriced
crap that they all peddle to us. Our news media is exactly the same, celebrities, from singers, to
 actors, models, football stars, all get more airtime, than those dying of disease and hunger, have
you ever wondered why this is? Well the answer is basically very simple, starving kids and adults
do not sell products, what sells products are some celebrity flashing her ass in public, or a footballer
rolling up a joint of cannabis on camera, that sells products.
If we, and heaven forbid we do, have a war with North Korea, where the possibility of tens of
thousands dying on both sides of the divide, you will see then that the advertisers will be right in there, and after only a few minutes news of the war and thousands dying as you watch the screen
they will be blasting out as many adverts as they can cram in, knowing they have a captive audience
watching the war news.
We live in a shallow and plastic filled world, where decency and respect have all but gone, all deep feeling and emotions seemed to be replaced by bullshit substance-less trash posing as something
with depth, cheap voyeurism and flashy shows, filled with those who should not have given up their
day job, all these shows which have the gall to call them entertainment, all these shows are again
designed for the three second attention span, and filled with endless adverts, in really the show
is just a mask, a pretence, the real star of all these shows, is the advertisers.
We are daily fed a diet of lies and deception, there is no such thing today as independent news, all global news is owned by about five moguls, who decide what you get to hear, see and know, and
again it is celebrities that get the most coverage, because they sell things, those being bombed
and maimed do not sell products, and selling products is the God and master of this shallow
world.
We are all drowning in the shallows, any real depth seems as rare as a puddle in the Sahara desert
It seems that any semblance of reality, is hidden under a layer false assumptions and pedalled out
mantras, like, buy, buy, buy, we are all living in a sewer and believing it is a palace, such is the
deception and lies that we have all bought into.
In part two will try and suggest a at out of this delusion.
warmest regards Michael
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Return To Sender Address Unknown Part Three.

We are now in a point of our evolution where not only are we self aware, and with a much more
stimulated consciousness than ever before in the entire history of mankind.
We now have access to the internet and Google which is a vast storehouse of knowledge, just there
at our fingertips, there we can if we take the trouble find out all about ourselves and who we are.
We have access to almost limitless knowledge and wisdom, which if we pay attention to can and
will expand our awareness and consciousness, thereby somewhat accelerating our evolutional
journey into full self awareness and consciousness.
We all need to expand our limited perceptions and levels of conscious awareness, to try and take in
the "big picture" here presented before us ,to  open our minds and begin to try and grasp what we are
all involved in here, our evolution spans aeons of time, which in lay mans terms means billions of
years, we have all been evolving for billions of years, the vast majority of this journey was made by
us in a completely unaware and unconscious state, no awareness, or self knowingness, just going
through the motions of evolving without being aware of it.
Now we are all self aware, and partially awake, I used the word "partially awake" intentionally as
until we fully know ourselves, which means that we have established inner contact with our higher self the soul, and know and understand that the soul is the real you, (and not the cardboard cut out
we think we are) until this has happened in your individual experience, then you are only partially
awake.
We are all the sender that we are returning to, each one of us is an immortal soul, which is basically
another name for living intelligent energy, we are all spiritual energy  at the moment contained within
a physical vehicle called your body, and the sole purpose of this enclosure and encapsulation is for
you to know and realize just who you really are, a soul.
We all emerged from total UNITY, total BLISS and total HARMONY, we emerged from that
singular absolute state, into a dualistic existence, where things were created, male and female
name just two of the billions of others.. We left this blissful  state in order to experience the agony
and pain of separation, we sacrificed our consciousness of the highest estate, and became lost for
countless  ages past, on a journey that will eventually being us all back to where we started from
billions of years ago, but with the addition of all that experience.
You are the sender dear reader, you sent yourself out aeons ago to experience duality and separation
and now you dear reader stand upon the threshold of awakening into that reality and realization, what
are you waiting for? Have you not been waiting long enough? Look within yourself, take up meditation, find the real you lying within your heart chakra, search the internet, ask Goggle, do
something positive about waking up and smelling the roses, find the real you within ,and  drop the cardboard cut out that is not the real you.
warmest regards Michael.
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Return To Sender Address Unknown Part Two.

In part one of this blog, on the return to sender theme, I outlined briefly what we encounter along
the path of evolution, we have all journeyed far from our home of absolute unity and atonement,
and have lived countless lives over many thousands of years, experiencing being, male, and female,
being rich and poor, sick and healthy, thoughtful and thoughtless, kind, and ruthless, experienced
all the many races upon the planet, and much more.
The other name for evolution is "experience gathering" because that is what we all have been doing
for countless centuries, the vast majority of it still hidden in our sub consciousness, what reveals
itself is our likes and dislikes, our leaning on a set behaviour pattern, and our personality.
Some where along the path of our unfoldment (opening up, rather like a bud becoming a flower)
we became self aware, before that we were like the animals without spot, we were unconscious
and purely instinctually driven, thereby unable to err from your downloaded package of drives
and urges.
Now that we are self aware and have spot, which means we incur penalties from erring from natural
law, this is then called karma, and we make a lot of it in our individual journeying through our
unfolding sequence.
Karma is the regulator of our free will, if we err away from harmony and unity, if we act in unloving
and uncaring ways, we incur debts that karma demands we must repay to the last penny.
The trick with karma is to align yourself with natural law, and thereby incur no debts, easier said than
done though, as first you need to recognise and then accept the reality of natural universal law, which
unlike the laws made by man, which can be bent and twisted by a good word smith, otherwise known
as a lawyer, the universal laws are absolutely impossible to cheat or buy your way out of, these laws are balanced on your very soul consciousness, which is hyper alert and fully switched on, much more
that we are I may add.
The sender we are all returning to when we have completed our evolutional journey, will reveal its
self to us as you, you will be confronted by you as the one who decided to embark upon this journey
of evolution many aeons ago.
So then who are you dear reader of this blog? Well it might surprise you to learn that you are an
infinite absolute being, God, for short, that is who we all are, seven billion souls on this planet
are all from the ONE LIFE FORCE which for shorthand we call God.
Our vast journey is about gathering experience, and learning from that experience, it is about also
feeling and experiencing the utter agony of feeling separated from the unified wholeness, it is like
on a greater lesser scale, being taken from your cosy warm living room, being stripped naked and cast out into the wilderness of the artic outback.
In part three will look at ways of becoming self aware to who we really are, and how to do this.
warmest regards Michael.
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Return To Sender Address Unknowm.

A song from the sixties by my then favourite singer Elvis Presley, was called  Return to sender, address unknown, no such number, no such phone, this song title gave me the ides for this blog.
We are all returning to the sender, after spending vast aeons of time evolving along an arc of
evolution, we have all now reached a point in our evolution where we have become self conscious
and self aware.
The sad thing about this journey is that the vast majority of us are completely unaware that we are on any journey, many think that you are born, live a while then die and that it, end of story. And there
is no formal education offered to teach you otherwise. And who is this sender that we all return to anyway? Well the answer to that is surprisingly simple, we all return to our real self, which is basically absolute, infinite, and eternal, we finally return to our higher self, which is God, Absolute,
Infinite Energy, Great Spirit, or any other name that suits you. that are all exactly the same thing,
as the bard Shakespeare once said ,"A  rose by any other name would smell as sweet".
The sole reason we are here is to discover and realize the soul within each and every one of us, that
is the only reason we are here, and have been here for countless centuries past.
Reincarnation is a fact of evolution, the two go hand in hand, you cannot have one without the other
the two forces blend seamlessly together, and extract from us eventually a way of living that is in
harmony with natural universal law, and when we finally are able to align ourselves in harmony
with this universal law, we will then stop automatically  incurring any more karma, and will then
burn of all our dues, and eventually be totally free of any more dues owed, we then are able to step
of the wheel of karma, and therefore will have no need to return here, unless we desire so.
Those of us who still have a burden of karma to burn off, when we die (change bodies, from physical
to astral) go to the astral plane, the very same place you have visited  hundreds of times during your sleep time, its just that without training, we forget every morning where we have been all night.
There is the astral plane we meet up with other friends and family, have a rest, then take stock of our last life, see where we made mistakes, see where we could have done things differently, see where we done well, then when all this is done, we willstart thinking about our return here, more about that
in part two.
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Who-Am-I-Truly-User Power W.A.I.T. U.P Part four.

This is the last blog on this matter of WAIT UP I feel it is so important to try and get this message
across to all who take the trouble to read it.
WAIT UP is about getting to know who you really are, you have been living in this body all your life,
and never knowing the owner of this body, this I feel is a very sad indictment of our whole global
society billions of us all living in bodies and never knowing who they really are.
Can you please just try and realize what is being said here, you reading this blog, yes you dear reader,
have not got a clue as to who and what you really are!! There is a vast wave of deep ignorance that
abounds within the human population, where billions of us live and die within a body and never knowing who they really were, do you dear reader want to be one of these? Do you want to live your
entire life and die, without ever knowing who you really are? If you do then fine, stop reading and do something else. If you do want to know then read these past three blogs and get a firm knowledge of who you really are.
I cannot really believe that all of you reading this, want to die in ignorance, I feel sure that you must now at least be a little curious as to the truth of these statements, is this blog speaking the truth?
Has Michael the author been honest with us all? Is he sincere in what he is saying? Is he trying to
sell us something? What does he expect to gain from sharing this information? The reason I write
blogs like this is firstly, it is my experience I am sharing, I have personally experienced the inner
truth of our being, that is actual contact with my higher self the soul, and have continued to do so over many years now, and because of this personal experience, I want to share it with you all who
take the trouble to read it, in the hope that you too will experience contact with your higher self the soul, and in so doing you then will know yourself truly, as an immortal soul, having a human
experience. I send all these blogs out with love and compassion in the hope that at least one soul reading this will stop and think, and hopefully consider seriously what is said here and hopefully
embark upon a journey within and find their true self, if just one person does this then I will be overjoyed, I will never know who that person is, but that is not important, what is important is
that one soul was touched by this written word here and changed their life, words can be living things
because they contain within them the inner thought and energy of the writer, and some reading this
it will impact upon their consciousness and awaken a distant memory.
I hope and pray that at least one of you reading this will understand and take action to look within.
warmest regards Michael.
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Who-Am-I-Truly-User-Power =W.A.I.T. U.P. Part Three.

In part one and two of this blog, I have tried to lay a ground work that we can build on and explore
the way forward into understanding our true identity. I have pointed out that all the ills and wars,
egotism greed and selfishness, are caused solely by our ignorance of not knowing who we actually
are, and that by turning and looking within each one of us, we can then turn this world back into
the paradise it was always meant to be.
We cannot point the finger or blame anybody for our ignorance, we just have to accept that is the
way it has been for centuries, ignorance reigning supreme, but now in this connection and inter
net world, we can find out so much information about who and what we are, if you take the trouble
to look that is.
This is why I have sent out this blog, this is why it is called WAIT UP, because we all need to look
within ourselves and ask us the question, who am I? Truly! USE Power to wake up yourself, then wake up your family and friends. Try for a minute to recognise here what we are REALLY
TALKING  ABOUT, we are saying that YOU reading this blog do not know who you ARE!!!
That you have lived you entire life within your body, and never for one minute have you known
who YOU ARE! Does this reality, and make no mistake here dear reader this is a REALITY, it
is not a theory or an idea I have adopted, it is a universal fact of being-ness. Who you actually
are is a spiritual being having a human experience! That your primal reality is the SOUL that is
who you actually ARE, you are a principal life form, which means basically that you are an eternal
immortal  being, your physical body is just a vehicle, nothing more, and is not a principal and returns
to the earth from whence it came when the CHANGE occurs, otherwise known as death, which is
actually an illusion, the correct word for death is change.
You can verify everything said here dear reader, that is the beauty of this truth about our real being,
because it is true universally so, it is therefore vouchsafed within each one of your hearts, all you have to do to reveal this truth is to look within yourself and practice meditation, then ask yourself
the question who am I? If you persist in this questioning the answer will be forthcoming and it will
say that you are an immortal soul having a human experience.
That "still small voice" that whispers to you in times of trial and crisis, is that very same voice of your soul trying often vainly to gain your attention, and cause you to stop and think about, where does this voice come from, and who is it? Well now you know who it is, it is not the voice of God
it is that inner small voice of your immortal soul.
Please pass this on to all your friends and family, spread the truth of who we all are today, thanks.
Warmest regards Michael.
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Who-Am-I-Truly-User-Power =W.A.I.T.U.P. Part Two.

There is a saying which goes like this; "know the truth, and the truth will set you free" with those
ten words of that saying, lies the salvation of every individual  on this planet.
What then is this truth we all need to know? Well for me the most basic truth to know, accept,
and understand first is that of who and what we really are, when we fully know and understand
exactly who and what we are, then all the other aspects of truth and reality will naturally present
themselves to us.
WAIT UP the title of this blog is about exactly that, for us to know and understand who we are, which is totally different from what most of us understand. the question, who am I ? needs to be
fully answered and fully accepted as well, and this I realize will present some difficulties for many
of you, but I feel that if I can present this truth to you in a way that you can accept it, then I will be
overjoyed.
The real beauty of this truth is that you can actually put these words to the test and experience the
reality within yourself, because this reality, being absolutely REAL thereby it resides within every
human being upon this planet, you do not have to take my word for it, or anyone else either, just look
within your self, and there lo and behold will be the real you waiting to greet you with love and
joy at being recognised at last.
My hope is that you dear reader, will indeed find yourself through reading through this blog, and in so doing pass it on to all your friends, family, work mates, and so on, that way we can all be part of a movement to WAIT UP all our family and friends, who in turn will share this with all those they know, so this thing can spread across this planet, and wake us all up to what is real, and to be able
to fully know and understand our self, in a way that was impossible before we knew different.
Here now lies the difficult part, to explain as best I can, the truth of who and what we are, in such a way, that you will instinctively know in your heart that this is so.
My saving grace is that you can all check this out by going within your self and asking the question
who am I? First I would like to mention the phenomena that many have experienced within their life
time, that of the thing called that still small voice within" that reassuring voice that whispers to us
when we are in pain, or crisis, or riddled with fear, is the voice of who you really are, and in times
of crisis, we often open up an avenue where this inner voice can contact us, have any of you ever
wondered who and what is this voice? I guess many of you have, that voice is the voice of you, who
you truly are, it is your higher self, or the soul.
In part three will go much deeper into this and hopefully you will see the truth within it.
Please pass this on to your friend and family, passing it on help to spread the word.
warmest regards Michael,
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Who-Am-I-Truly-User-Power. - W.A.I.T. U.P.

This blog is hopefully going to start a movement toward waking us all up to the reality of just who
exactly we are, and the real beauty of this truth, is that you do not have to take my word for it, or any
body else for that matter, because you are the very embodiment that I am talking about, and to
prove this reality all you have to do, is go within yourself, practice meditation, and ask the question
to yourself, who am I? If you do this for a while the answer will intuitively be delivered to you.
Then you will know exactly who you really are, I want this message of waking up to spread across
the globe, i want this blog to go viral, viral stands for view it really and learn=VIRAL.
Most things that go viral these days are either cute, or nasty but not really life changing stuff.
If we all knew who we were the whole world would be in blissful harmony, where there would
be no wars, no ego centric dominating leaders, no addictive illnesses that kill millions every year,
no cancers or heart disease, there would be a word full of helpful souls who would treat each other
with love and respect, all this and so much more would be delivered to us, if we did one simple
yet profound thing, and that was to know exactly who and what we are, if we all knew that one
thing, then life on earth would be a paradise to behold.
WAIT UP i am hoping can become a byword for self knowing and understanding, that we may
at lest recognise that without real knowledge and understanding of who we are, we are all doomed
to a fate and destiny far worse than any death, it will be a living death here on earth, which it already
is for millions of us now, and us in the west will soon feel that wrath of this ego centred madness
as we too will feel like we are all living in a war zone.
i urge you all who read this blog, to please pass it on to your friends and family, we all now on earth stand at the cross roads, one way will lead to the end of life as we know it, the other way will lead to
expansion and growth of values like love, acceptance, compassion, and kindness.
We can not point the finger at any one in particular, it is just the way we have evolved into a situation
where the reality of what we really are has been lost in the mists of time, although there are many
web sites on the internet giving out this kind of information, but how many are reading this? How many of you out there will read this? i shall be putting this up on face book as well later, in the hope
it will reach more folks.
In part two will go more deeply into who we actually are, and how you can find this truth for your self.
warmest regards Michael.
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Blindness To Reality Invities Bullshit To Mask As Truth. Part Two.

Reality is an all encompassing field that fully embraces both universal and local phenomena, in
which we are all fully totally immersed in. Reality can be summed up in basically two words,
that of energy and consciousness.
Both energy and consciousness appear in three dimensional states, that of solid, liquid, and gas,
our bodies exist in these three states, the physical body, the electrical etheric body, and the astral
body, reality exists within us, and around us, we in fact are the very embodiment of reality, which
means in fact that we are all physical, mental, and spiritual, embodiments of reality itself! We all
are the real deal! This means in fact and in truth that if you look deeply at yourself in the mirror
you are actually looking at is the outer semblance of an inner reality, and that this reality by the
very nature of being REAL means that it is eternal and ever being.
You dear reader of this blog, are real do you fully understand what this means? It means that you
are an eternal being, and this physical body (vehicle) that you now inhabit, is just that, a vehicle
for you to use upon your journey of evolution and expansion of consciousness, and when finished
with, where you change vehicles, (death is an illusion, change of venue is the reality) you leave the
physical body, and move into your astral body.
We can spend our entire life searching for the answer to life's riddle, and never finding it, the main
reason for this, is that we have all been looking in the wrong direction, instead of looking out there
we all need to look within our self.
Our main form of blindness, is that no one actually knows who or what they are! Because we have
never been told the truth of being and wrongly think that all we are is a physical being in a physical
body, therefore no enquiry as to what we are.
What we basically are is spiritual beings having a human experience here upon the earth plane, we
are all souls which means we are all living intelligent energy, at this moment expressed within a
physical body, but we also have six other bodies in which we express ourselves in six other dimensions.
My hope is that this blog can help lift the veil of blindness within us, and open our eyes to the truth
of who and what we really are, if we can understand this reality ,we  will not be misled by the lies
and bullshit that is so wide spread today.
warmest regards Michael.
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Blindness To Reality Invites Bullshit To Mask As Truth..

There is a saying that ignorance is bliss, and while blissful you will buy into all manner of
peddled bullshit by the purveyors of these lies such as the advertisers, and media outlets.
Because nobody seems to understand what reality actually is, it is usually the one with the most money and advertising space who will persuade us to buy their brand of crap pretending to bring
you vibrant good health.
We have all advanced greatly in the field of electronics and other similar technologies , when I was a boy there was no such things as mobile phones, or personal computers, they did not exist for me then
now we all have these devices, but as far as knowing and understanding who we really are, we are stuck way back in the stone age!
Billions of us know absolutely nothing about who we are, and what we are, there is hope though I
asked a young man of twenty two years old, the question, who are you? And he said I am energy,
what a wonderful and insightful thing to say, and also absolutely true, that is what we all are, living
intelligent energy, if others like him think like this, then there is hope for us all.
An old occult maxim that has been around for thousands of years is that reality is hidden in plain
sight, if we had but the eyes to see it, that is.
Some like the Buddha who sat under a tree picked up a leaf from the tree, and examined it with
acutely focussed attention and perception, he looked intently at the leaf, started to make connections
and as he was doing this he began to see and more importantly realize that everything he was seeing
was all connected, and interconnected with everything else, and through making all those connections
the Buddha became  enlightened, all that information and wisdom contained within one leaf fallen
from the tree, the leaf to the Buddha was the reality hidden in plain sight, he picked up that reality
and by gazing deeply within it , and by doing so his inner consciousness connected to this leaf
and through the inert intelligence that we all have the connections were made, and enlightenment
followed in its wake.
We all have the very same opportunity as the Buddha had, if we so wish to use it that is, reality
is all around us and within us as well, we just need to focus, and become aware, then make the
connections and see where it leads you.
The main thing we are blissfully unaware of and ignorant of is the reality of just who and what we actually are, the Buddha found this out by studying a leaf, how will you find out dear reader?
In part two will look at ways that we can open our eyes and see what is before us.
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Septenate Dwellers Of Living Conscious Realms Part Three.

We are all basically energy, energy being expressed in seven dimensions, and we have a body
(point) of reference in each dimension.
What we are is living intelligent energy,encapsulated within a physical vehicle (body) and being
expressed here in a physical body, and we call each other human beings.
All of this information is mostly unknown to billions of us here on earth, and this is the great
tragedy that befalls mankind today, because this lack of basic knowledge causes all the wars
and bloodshed, and all the sicknesses and addictions, that kill millions each year.
All we know is our name, which was given to us by our parents, who did not have a clue who they really were,our occupation, which is what we do, zilch about what we are, where we were born and in which country, again explanation of location, but again zilch about who you actually are.
We plough through our existence in total oblivion as to who we really are,we barely understand the
physical  body we live in, let alone the other six expressions, we are totally caught up in forever
looking outward, and never within,and further caught up in continuous non stop mental
masturbation, where we have no inkling of control of our thoughts, and no understanding of
stilling the mind, and going within  ourselves by the practice of meditation.
We are all dwellers of seven planes of existence, to which billions know absolutely nothing about,
we are not aware that we are all eternal immortal souls, that we are ALL spiritual beings (energy
with a shape and form) having a human experience here on the earth plane, and the earth plane is just
one phase of expression out of countless others. We have been fed ignorance and bullshit for centuries as to what and who we are, the biggest lie and bullshit is the illusion of death, there is NO
such thing in this universe as a DEAD thing!! NO=THING has ever died in the billions of years that
the universe has been expressed, death is an utter absurdity and total bullshit, what death should be
called as this is what it actually is, that of CHANGE, when we "die" we exit the physical vehicle
and are reborn back in the astral realm, where we have all been visiting every night while asleep
for all of our lives here. The silver cord that we we attached to all our lives here snaps of and we then loose our connection to this level and are the fully connected to the astral world. There we will live
take stock of our past life here,see what we could have done better, think it all through, have a rest
and meet up with old friends, then when you are ready think about your next visit here and hopefully
be a bit wiser that before, and know a bit more about the reality of who you really are.
I hope and pray that at least one of you reading this will realise this truth and wake up.
warmest regards michael.
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Septenate Dwellers Of Living Conscious Realms Part Two.

We all are seven bodied beings, although the vast majority only ever know the very first and basic
one that of the physical, the other six are completely unknown to most, I shall just briefly mention
them here they are, 1 physical body, 2 etheric body, 3 astral body, 4 mental body, 5 intuitive body,
6 ego body, and 7 the bliss body,  as previously mentioned we know nothing about the other six
bodies, i shall only focus on the first three, the physical, etheric, and astral, the other four may be another time.
It is a sad state of affairs that mankind is so grossly ignorant of what he actually is, the seven bodies
in we we expresses ourselves in completely unknown to us,plus who we actually are is also completely unknown to us. We actually know nothing about who we really are, and whats more
what we really are.Try and imagine if you will that we are in an age and year of 2017 where we are
sending craft to mars, with a view of sending  man there and landing on the planet, plus visiting
other planets in our solar system,yet as to who we really are, there is a great big ZERO!
We try and explain how the universe was created was it the big bang? Looking for answers about
how this universe started, looking billions of light years into fading star systems, and the ones
looking through their multi million pound telescopes, ask them the simple question, never mind
looking out there, who the hell are you? YES you looking out into the heavens, what and who are
you? That question would be met by utter silence, as they have not got a clue who they are, they
can name thousands of stars, but do not know who is that being looking out through your their eyes?
Your etheric body can be seen by anybody who takes the time and patience to look, they will see
an electric blue colour completely surrounding the physical body, this is also called our vital body
as it is the first place any disharmony appears within our auric radius, the natural healthy colour of
the etheric body is bright electric blue, and disharmonies that first appear here before being transmitted directly into the physical body, the disharmony will appear as a dark patch in the etheric
body matrix, and will be directly above the point where eventual contact will be made in the physical
body, which will then reveal itself as dis-ease or pain in the body.
Our astral body is the one that is attached to us as the silver cord, which when is severed we die in
the physical world, and are born in the astral world or plane,We all visit this place every night, and
are very familiar with it, and by the time we actually die, it is just like moving location, like a holiday
from the physical world, until the next visit that is.
The astral realm is like another universe within another dimension,we each have an astral body,
otherwise it would be impossible to register your presence there, just like we have a physical body
and then a physical world to be expressed in, the same thing happens there on the astral plane, and
on all the other planes as well, but will stick with just the first three for now.
In part three will try and link this all up, warm regards michael.
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Septenate Dwellers Of Living Conscious Realms.

We are all septenate beings, which basically means that we all have seven bodies of expression, one
body for each realm, for this blog today though will only focus on the lower vibrational three, that of
the physical realm, the etheric realm, and the astral realm, by day we all live fully in the physical
realm, and at night when we go to sleep we leave the physical realm and visit the astral realm via an
attached silver cord, which can incidentally stretch to an infinite length, and when the cord is severed
then deaths swiftly ensues. The etheric realm is an energy field that completely surrounds the physical body, and is electric blue in colour, it completely outlines the physical body with this electric blue fire, like tiny flames the envelop us all. this body extends an inch or so around us
and if we are going to become ill at all, it first shows up in the etheric body a  darkened patch
where if you were completely healthy you would be a bright blue flame without any dark patches showing, many of us catch glimpses of this etheric body at times, one way of seeing it is to hold
the thumb and forefinger close to one another, then look closely at the gap between the fingers,
if you look carefully you will see what at first seems to be a cloudy like misty substance which
if closely observed will turn into an electric blue flame like colour.
The etheric body is our main connector to all the other realms of expression we exist on but
most of us are completely unaware and ignorant of.
Another old name for sleep was called the first cousin of death, because each night we die on the
physical realm and are transported into the astral realm, we actual spend half our lives there, and are
mostly completely unaware of this fact.
Nature like to give us plenty of practice, and each night we die here and are reborn in the astral, so
when the real death occurs, we will be well used to the sequence of events, and will return to the place we have been many times before and know many there.
The problem that most of us encounter is that we forget our nocturnal  visits as soon as we awaken
here back on the earth plane.
We can though train ourselves to remember our trips by keeping a note book by our bed and writing
down the first thoughts you remember on waking, if you persist in this you will begin to remember more and gradually build up a picture of where you have been in your sleep.
In part two will explore this more fully, warm regards Michael,
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The Way Ahead Actually Means The Way Within Yourself Part Two.

It is an absolute disgrace that tens of millions of us, are born, live, and die, without ever knowing who
or what they are, the truth of your, our, birthright had never been mentioned to you throughout you
entire life. And this vast ignorance of who we truly are is the root cause of the entire Earthly woes of
mankind, all the wars, where millions died, the ignorance was the cause, all the illnesses that befall
mankind, and all cause primarily by ignorance of being, all the addictions, including obesity, and
the mental illnesses and depressions, again all caused by ignorance of being, all the glamour and the
bullshit by vain and egotistical advertisers and media moguls, again ignorance of being, not knowing
who the hell you are, nobody you have ever met or known knows zilch about themselves, all the
religious leaders of the world have not got a clue who they are, they are just as ignorant as the rest
of us.
So then who the hell are you really? There is a fail safe way that you can find out this truth about
who you really are, all you have to do, is to take up meditation, look within your self, and repeat
the question who am I, if you regularly practice meditation on a daily basis, and keep repeating
the same question, who am I, you will eventually get an answer that will tell you exactly who and what you are. By going within yourself, and meditating daily, you will begin to align yourself with
natural universal laws, your consciousness will become expanded, your perceptions and awareness
will also become more acute and alert, your inner sensitivity to atmospheres and people will be more
accurate, and you will become much more  in tune with your surroundings.
And another bonus that will come online to you by regularly going within, is that your inner monitor
which is the real you the immortal soul, which is what we all are by our heritage and birthright,
will fire up and intuition will flash up often within your mind, the word intuition actually means
to be taught from within, and the one who is teaching you and all the rest of us is that inner reality
your soul.
We are all eternal souls, living on Earth to experience the experiences of being apart from the Whole
we are all spiritual beings having what can be called or termed as a human experience!
The root cause of all our longings are the distant memories we all have of being unified within the
Whole, and nor fragmented as we are now, we all long for unity,that is why there is so much addictive
behaviour and dis-ease because we all feel a hole within us and we try and fill it with food, drugs,
or drink, we all long to fill that gaping chasm and become whole again, but the only way we will
ever become whole again , is by going within, and making conscious contact with your higher
self, the soul.
My hope is that you now reading this, look within yourself, and find this reality.
Warmest regards michael.
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The Way Ahead Actually Means The Way Within Yourself.

Which direction are you heading in, inward or outward, inward leads to expansion of consciousness
and perception, outward leads eventually to strangulation by instalments, and an early death.
One of the very most important things you ever do in your life time, it to alter the focus of your gaze
from outward to inward, this one action can and will have a profound effect upon your life.
The vast majority of us never look within us for the whole of our life time, we become so
fascinated by the bright lights and flashing signs our there, that our attention is forever attracted
to looking out there for the answer, and that is our biggest mistake and major blunder, all basically
due to the vast ignorance of whom we really are.
The very most important thing you will ever discover in your life time, is the real answer as to who
are you? And what are you? When you fully understand  this basic question, all other mysteries will
be revealed unto you.
We are so attached to the forever looking outward for the answer, that we will resist doing anything
that challenges this vice like grip it has on us. Many will make endless excuses as to why they need not look within, some will defend this stance will hostility, and will be angry at any suggestion that might rock the boat, of single pointed outward vision.
These actions are in fact quite normal, after all we have been forever looking out there since birth,
and none of our education we received at school, college, or university, suggested anything different
how could they? None of them had ever been taught the value of looking within for the answer to life.
We are all very fortunate to live in this age of home computers and smart phones, because we have the answer to billions of questions instantly, just ask "Google"!  Years ago there was no immediate
access to this vast amount of information, you would have to spend days in your local library just
to find the answer that you can get now in seconds of the internet, look on there and you will find
vast amounts of knowledge and wisdom about the value of going within yourself, and taking up
something like meditation in order to help you chart you way through the inner avenues of the inner
path that leads to eventual rebirth, and an expansion of consciousness and perception.
In part two will look at ways of going within and finding self.
warmest regards Michael.
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