Monday 10 December 2018

Souls Hunger Awaiting Reality Intuiting Numinosity's Gateway.=S H A R I N G

We all have a deep hunger, a hankering for something that we cannot seem quite put our fingers
on. We feel that something is missing in our lives, and we cannot seem to figure out what it is.
Often this inner hunger that needs feeding,will transform into a grave liability to us, as we then
become trapped in a never ending circle of addiction, to either, food, drugs legal or otherwise,
and of course alcohol, and there are tens of millions of us like this today, hopelessly addicted
to one of these things, food,drugs, alcohol, and this number is growing exponentially every year.
We lack a sense of complete fulfilment and are desperate to find a way to quell this inner hunger
we spiral inwards into a suffocating vortex of utter despair, and unless there is some kind of
intervention which halts the direction in which we are headed, then millions will die, never
knowing what the root cause of their hunger actually was.
Some of us have this hunger more deeply than others, this depends largely on our "point"
upon the pathway of evolution, and our arc of conscious expansion.The hunger exists in each
and every human being, its just that its intensity varies within individuals.
When we have searched vainly for ways to fill this HOLE within us, through trying food, drugs.
and alcohol, and if after doing this we are still alive, to tell the tale, what then? That's a good
question, that needs answering. The first thing to be aware of, is in which direction were we
looking, in order to fill this ravenous urge to use something, that will fix our urge(which as we all
know,never does) the answer to that question is, that we were forever looking out there for a fix
to make us feel WHOLE again, (not that many of us ever felt whole at all) desperately we have
this gaping chasm within us, and this gaping chasm demands feeding, and so we forever go round
and round in ever decreasing circles, until we stumble and fall, or die.
I can write about this because I have experienced this addiction, my poison was alcohol, and I had
a gaping chasm within me, and thought quite wrongly that drink would make me whole again,
instead it nearly put me in the grave.I am sharing this experience here for anyone who reads this will
be able to identify with what is written here, and if you do, then you can take hope, that there is a way
out of this suffocating illness of addiction, and will go far more deeply into this in part two tomorrow.
Warmest regards Michael.
kirkpatrickmichael17@gmail.com any feedback most welcomed Facebook Soul Realization.

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