I always struggle with the word Grace. That is because it is my sister's name so my original and strong experiences of "Grace" are with my sister. Sadly we do not have a close relationship and no matter how agreeable and amenable I try to be, my sister pushes me back, takes affront and appears to resent me. It's ironic as, in a way, how my sister behaves to me, is perhaps a reflection of my relationship with God's Grace. I am perhaps irrationality resistant of unconditional love. If I recover and accept "who I am", maybe my relationship with my sister will also heal
I always struggle with the word Grace. That is because it is my sister's name so my original and strong experiences of "Grace" are with my sister. Sadly we do not have a close relationship and no matter how agreeable and amenable I try to be, my sister pushes me back, takes affront and appears to resent me. It's ironic as, in a way, how my sister behaves to me, is perhaps a reflection of my relationship with God's Grace. I am perhaps irrationality resistant of unconditional love. If I recover and accept "who I am", maybe my relationship with my sister will also heal
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